Esper of Banana
Monday, August 29, 2005
Monday, August 22, 2005
背後的觀念
大學時期已從修讀心理科的同學們口中得知癖好是與個人的潛在觀念有所聯繫的. 以我本呆子為實例, 吃雲吞麵必先吃掉所有麵條然後才品嚐雲吞, 別人一看便了解這人是多麼的喜愛先苦後甜的感覺. 又在思考難題的時候, 總愛在座位的原地走來走去, 這表示這個人相信解決問題是需要從多方面去分析的. 所以一個人的好壞特點, 有時候是可以從本身的奇怪行為及舉止中觀察得來的.如果你是由友人五郎或Xexex那裏的連結搜尋(或是被騙)過來的, 對不起, 這裏只會使人昏睡. 為了補償你在這蕉地裡浪費了大量閱讀時間, 我再送上三個較私人但頗有趣的個人癖好, 看看你能否猜到我有的其中三種奇怪觀念:
1. 每天回到睡房所愛做的第一件事是抱一下棉被 >_<"
2. 獨自吃飯時總愛在一碗米飯的中央先鑽一個散氣孔 >_<"
3. 購物付款時很多時會先送上硬幣, 然後才是紙幣 >_<"
(我這個總是後知後覺的呆子剛發現大多數的blog早已得了這個類似chain email的"爆自己怪癖傳染病"...)
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Monday, August 15, 2005
安全感
人, 這種缺乏靈魂的生物總是需要安全感的. 人生的經驗, 親人的支持, 家庭的信賴, 朋友的鼓勵, 都是可以成為波濤大海上的點點浮泡. 人, 一旦失去了安全感便再不懂怎樣走下去. 就算是拚命地張開兩眼, 眼前也只是漆黑一片, 最終只有彎下身軀感覺自己微微的體溫.Friday, August 12, 2005
Stone ~ side story
傳說中每一種石頭也有著某些力量, 可以影響周圍的生物. 以下是某所食店的漂亮女店主掛在餐室牆上的石頭力量一覽表:AMBER: healing stone, enhances immune system, guards against radiation
AGATE(red): career success, confidence and prosperity
AGATE(blue): attracts long lasting friendship, trust and loyalty
AMETHSY: enhances mental clarity, calms, improves memory
AQUAMARINE: healing stone, reduces stress, mind quietness
BLUE LACE AGATE: calms, cools, ice breaker stone, better communication
CAT EYE: self esteem, positive attitude and confidence
CARNELION: brings happiness and generosity, increase motivation
CITRINE: draws money and wealth, helps to see your goals
CHERRY QUARTZ: stone of selfless love and compassion, improves self-worth
CORAL: helps communicate better with families and kids
CLEAR QUARTZ: maintains health, healing, increase strength and energy
FLUORITE: protects against computer and electromagnetic stress
GARNET: stimulates sexuality, hormone balance, antibodies, fertility
GREEN PHANTOM: stone of wealth, promotes career development and success
HEMATITE: stress relief, reduce tiredness, avoid anger and impatience
JADE: good luck, long life, protection, release negative energy
LAPIS: powerful thought amplifier, best for sleep and dreams
MOONSTONE: stone protects against rage, envy and fear
OBSIDIAN: transforms negative environment energies
ONYX: guardian stone, peace and protection
PEARL: marriage prosperity, maintains love in active stage
PERIDOT: releases negative patterns and habits, promotes well-being
ROSE QUARTZ: love stone, helps better relationship, develop inner beauty
RUTILATED QUARTZ: brings wealth, personal achievement, and luck
SAND STONE: enhance leadership power, confidence
SMOKEY QUARTZ: relieves fear, lifts depression, neutralizes negative body energy
TIGER EYE: stimulates courage, aids accomplishing ambition
TURQUOISE: strengthen concentration, peace of mind, emotional balance
TOPAZ: steady for mental clarity, focus, high level concepts
TOURMALINE: calming stone, a deep soul cleanser
看過這個列表後, 我對石頭的負面力量極感興趣. 看看我在日後能否找到有關的資料吧.
Thursday, August 04, 2005
~ if ~
如果上天在這一刻把妻子交給我, 我究竟有沒有能力帶給她足夠的快樂, 安全, 與穩定, 令她感到這一個男人不是她一生中的遺憾...如果上天在這一刻把孩子交給我, 我究竟有沒有能力提供他/她成長所需要的引導, 知識, 以及奶粉, 令他/她感到這一個父親不是一個不藉記起的人...
如果上天在這一刻把世界交給我, 我究竟有沒有能力領導人們走向正確的方向, 使一切可以安然地延續下去...
我搔一下頭, 然後繼續獨自慢慢地積聚人生經歷...